suffocation

I think I just figured out why I've been shopping (and want to shop) so much last year-

it's because when I shop (or have shopping on my mind), it keeps my mind occupied; it keeps my depression at bay.

suffocation

life, why are you so hard?

you make an almost mature young adult drown in their own thoughts and fears.

but then, if life was easy, would it still be considered as 'life'?

parts and parcel you say? c'est la vie?

screw you, i need more money to shop more.